They say..the only person who definitely dont know you is yourself..It might be true for my case. Sometimes, I just wonder how complicated myself can be.. Things that I planned like ages, usually ended up with no good. But the spontaneous thingys seem parallel to my rhytm..So easy to be frens with people,talkative, giver rather than taker I would say..And i found it's much more drainning and sapping to hate people than to love them, eventho loving means giving,most of the time.Maybe all the time.